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  • En mode (re)découverte de cet équilibre qui m'est propre. J'aime chanter, le tai chi, lire, écrire, rire...apporter du bien être aux autres et profiter du quotidien.
  • En mode (re)découverte de cet équilibre qui m'est propre. J'aime chanter, le tai chi, lire, écrire, rire...apporter du bien être aux autres et profiter du quotidien.
22 juin 2009 1 22 /06 /juin /2009 19:08
Today, two new episodes. Like saturday's but less violent. Shivers and cotton legs take me just before the lunch, as I met two former colleagues now kind of friends. A point when I hesitate to ask being let to the nearest hospital, then wave passes and I am let on the rocky beach, one hour before I am back to normal state. Chatting health problems with my friends like nannies at hairdresser, clearly I am not the worse case here. Nervous laugh with blocked ribs. Uneasy.

Then on my way home, second fit, weaker and shorter, as I stand in my three trains. Passed it with deep breathing, clearly I'll have soon to get a training on breathing and start again tai chi, sometimes feel like a fish on a market stand.

breathing while walking
only breathing inside -
summer in subway

The connection seems to be more with the coffee than with the heart. Do I have to stop it as I had to stop smoking years ago? I am not a pundit in delicatessen, fond of weird country coffees or sustainable equitable coffees, at least not more than the usual consumer those days, coffee to me is more a social thing. But I hate the idea to be forced to do it  again by my body.

standing on in trains
clutching to bar and breathing
afternoon peak hour

Getting at last off the third train, walking on the platform how soft is the sun, how beautiful the flowers and the women. Got outside the station like I am born again, breathing the air this time just to feel it and taste it, bathed in the summer evening breeze.

just off the station
hot damp sweating and tired
the summer breeze !

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