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  • En mode (re)découverte de cet équilibre qui m'est propre. J'aime chanter, le tai chi, lire, écrire, rire...apporter du bien être aux autres et profiter du quotidien.
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23 juin 2009 2 23 /06 /juin /2009 19:44
Today, while I am progressing through the garden I feel totally alone. Sky empty blue, no birds, no clouds, no summer noises. All the way to the station this loneliness feeling walks with me as a stranger part of myself. Vanilla Sky.

First no coffee day at work. Feel weird in the coffee machine room with my glass of water, feel weird standing on cotton legs in front of a white board. My left arm is like stuffed with a cold and itchy paste. Hard to focus on production while wondering if a heart attack can last for days.

Everywhere, everytime, feel like wading through a swamp with my cotton legs.

 A funny and good lunch with former colleagues. For an hour I thought to nothing else than enjoying them. Like the breeze after a heat wave.

Afternoon short till my meeting with my physicist. Got there on time which always seems like a small miracle on my trip back through these three overcrowded pipes. Soon summer vacation will give us rest, and maybe we can sit on afternoon peak hours?

The doctor listens to my whining and symptomas, to my heartbeat, to my breathe, takes my blood pressure and puts me on the electrocardiogram machine. Conclusion : nothing wrong with the heart. Obviously not a heart attack then.

Problem seems to come from the stomach and the pipe going there, like it could close in spasms. Since it is close to the one that brings air, it provides a good simulation of running out of air. Get out feeling cold and warm in the same time.

street running cars - 
flying lime yellow leaves
summer dinner time

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