After first days of wonder, and some backdraft darker days, feel those days more at ease and relax regarding all these changes. Tendencies are slowly emerging that confirm the year 2009 is most of all a transition. This transition appears in many aspects of my life in the same time, which makes me scary some times, but those changes are either natural, like arriving at the end of my thirtysomething period, or deeply expected like all those I launched after years of waiting.
For those that read these pages I must apologize for not being _ yet _ as balanced and quiet as a good haijin should be. I am walking, resolutely if slowly, down this line, and working out my poor psychological balance as time goes by.
I also lack the practice of walking in the wild or at least, in an environment not fully urban. Working days are, for most of their extent, spent between closed walls and in noisy company. But I do not want to focus only like Verlaine on the tree I can catch from the corner of my eye. There are beautiful things in the city too, and balance to be found in some parts and moments. There is also a big park close to my office and I will try to spend more time in it.
window just opened
room swept by the draught
smells of fresh coffee
found on the printer
last week documents and mails